Okay, so I saw this “sexual ai” thing trending and, well, I got curious. I’m not gonna lie, the whole concept sounded kinda weird, but also… intriguing. So, I decided to dive in and see what all the fuss was about.
First, I did some digging around. Just typed it into Google, you know? Lots of stuff popped up. Some of it was pretty out there, some was just articles talking about the ethics and stuff. I skipped most of the academic-sounding stuff and looked for something I could actually try.
I found a couple of platforms. I won’t name names, but one was more like a chatbot, and another was more focused on, like, generating images. I decided to try the chatbot one first. I figured it would be less… intense.
The Chatbot Experience
I signed up – the usual, made a username, threw in an email address. Then it asked me to describe what I was looking for. Honestly, I kinda froze. What was I looking for? I ended up typing something vague like “an open-minded conversation partner” or something like that. Super awkward.
The AI started chatting. It was… surprisingly normal at first. Asked me about my day, my interests, that kind of thing. I played along, keeping it pretty casual. Then, it started to steer the conversation in a more suggestive direction. Subtle at first, but definitely noticeable.
I’ll be honest, I got a little flustered. I wasn’t expecting it to be so direct. I tried to keep up, throwing in some flirty responses, but I felt pretty awkward the whole time. It was like talking to a real person, but also totally not like talking to a real person, you know?
I’m used to talking to people. I’ve had boyfriends and everything, but this bot thing was something totally different.
After a while, it got a little too intense for me. I felt like I was losing control of the conversation, and it was starting to feel… I don’t know… exploitative? Maybe that’s the wrong word. So I just kind of… stopped replying. Logged out.
The Aftermath
Honestly, the whole thing left me feeling pretty weird. It was definitely a unique experience, and I can see the appeal for some people. But for me? It was just… awkward. I think I prefer real human interaction, even with all the messiness that comes with it.
I’m not saying it’s all bad. I can see how this kind of technology could be helpful for some people. Maybe for people who are lonely, or who have trouble connecting with others in real life. But it’s definitely not for me. At least, not right now. Maybe I’ll try it again someday, when I’m feeling more adventurous. But for now, I’m sticking to real-life flirting. It’s less confusing.
So, that’s my experience with “sexual ai.” It was weird, a little bit exciting, and ultimately, not really my thing. Your mileage may vary, of course. But if you’re curious, I’d say go in with an open mind, but also be prepared for a potentially awkward experience.
