I gotta tell you, figuring out this whole homemade transsexual thing was a wild ride. I mean, it all started with me looking in the mirror and just not feeling right, you know? Like, who I saw on the outside didn’t match what was going on inside.
So, I started digging around, reading stuff online, and it seemed like hormones were the way to go. Testosterone is usually the first step. But getting a doctor on board felt like a whole other battle. That’s when I stumbled onto this whole DIY HRT world. It felt sketchy at first, but also kinda empowering, like taking matters into my own hands. I read some guides online and they are really useful.
First off, I had to learn all about the different hormones involved. It was like a crash course in biology, trying to figure out what each one did and how they worked together. I’m not gonna lie; it was overwhelming at times. But I kept at it, reading everything I could find.
Then came the tricky part—actually getting my hands on the stuff. Some are looking for the cheapest, safest way to transition without a prescription. It wasn’t easy, let me tell you. It felt like I was in some kind of spy movie, trying to find reliable sources. I even started ordering these hormones online. I know, I know, it sounds crazy, but it felt like my only option at the time.
Once I finally had everything, I had to figure out how to actually take it. There are different ways to do it, like injections or pills. I remember the first time I tried to give myself a shot—my hands were shaking like crazy! But after a few tries, I got the hang of it.
- Learn about hormones: It was like a crash course in biology.
- Find the stuff: It felt like I was in some kind of spy movie.
- Figure out dosages: I started really, really slow.
- Start taking it: My hands were shaking like crazy the first time!
- Track progress: I kept a journal to write down all the changes.
Of course, I was super careful about it. I started really, really slow, paying close attention to how my body was reacting. I kept a journal and wrote down all the changes I noticed, both good and bad. It was a bit of a rollercoaster, to be honest. Some days I felt great, other days not so much.
There’s no right or wrong way to transition. But let me tell you, seeing those changes start to happen was incredible. It was like, “Holy crap, this is actually working!” My body started to change, and it felt like I was finally becoming the person I was meant to be.
But it wasn’t just about the physical stuff. I also started working on my voice, trying to make it sound more masculine. That was a whole other challenge, but I found some exercises online that helped.
Looking back, it was a crazy, scary, but ultimately amazing experience. I learned so much about myself and what I’m capable of. And even though it was tough at times, I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Finally, after all that, I started to feel like myself, you know? Like the person on the outside finally matched who I was on the inside.
It’s been one hell of a journey, but I’m finally here, and it feels damn good.
