My man, he done me wrong. I found out he’s been with another woman. It’s like a kick in the gut, you know? After all these years, all the things we been through. All the things I done for him.
That No-Good Cheater
I always did right by him. Kept a good home, cooked his meals, raised his kids. Never asked for much. And this is how he thanks me? Running around with some other woman behind my back?
I saw them together, you know. Sneaking around like two kids. Made me sick to my stomach. He always said he loved me. Said I was the only one for him. Lies, all lies.
- I gave him the best years of my life
- I did everything for him
- Now he’s throwin’ it all away
I don’t know what to do. My heart’s broke in two. I feel like I can’t breathe sometimes. The pain is just… too much. How could he do this to me? How to deal with a cheating husband?
What Am I Gonna Do Now?
I keep asking myself, “Why? Why did he do it?” Was I not good enough? Did I do something wrong? I just don’t understand. I always tried to be a good wife.
I don’t even know if I can look at him anymore. Every time I see his face, all I see is her. It’s like a knife twisting in my heart.
- He broke my trust
- He broke my heart
- He broke our family
People keep telling me to forgive him. They say everyone makes mistakes. But this ain’t no little mistake. This is my whole life he’s messing with. This is our whole life.
I don’t know if I can forgive him. Not yet, anyway. Maybe never. I just don’t know. This kind of hurt, it changes a person. I am so heartbroken and confused.
He Done Me So Wrong
I gave him everything. My heart, my soul, my whole life. And he just threw it all away. Like it was nothing. Like I was nothing.
Some days, I just want to scream. Scream until my lungs give out. Scream until he feels the pain I’m feeling. But what good would that do? It won’t change what happened.
- I feel so lost
- I feel so alone
- I don’t know where to turn
He wants to talk. He says he’s sorry. He says he wants to make things right. But how can he? How can he fix something this broken? How can he fix me?
They say time heals all wounds. But I don’t know. Some wounds, they run too deep. They leave scars that never fade. I’m scared this is one of those wounds. The aftermath of being cheated on, it’s just a long time suffer.
Maybe I Just Need Time
Maybe I just need some time. Time to think. Time to heal. Time to figure out what I want. What I need. What’s best for me. What’s best for the kids if I have some.
Right now, all I know is that I’m hurting. And I don’t know when the hurt will stop. I don’t know if it ever will. I just need some time. I need some god damn time to breathe.
I just don’t know if I can go on like this. Living with this pain. Living with this betrayal. Living with him. But leaving? Where would I go? What would I do? I’ve built my whole life around him. I should take all the time I need.
- I need to find myself again
- I need to find my strength
- I need to find a way to move on
This ain’t easy. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But I gotta do it. For myself. I gotta pick up the pieces and try to put my life back together. Even if it feels impossible right now. God, please give me some help.
It’s gonna be a long road. A hard road. But I gotta keep going. I gotta keep fighting. For me. Even if my heart is shattered, I gotta find a way to survive this. I just gotta.
