So I stumbled across this topic while digging into weird human-animal behavior studies online. Curiosity got the best of me – wanted to understand why anyone would even consider doing such messed up stuff.
My First Reality Check
Started reading medical journals about zoonotic diseases. Found cases where people got brutal infections after… y’know. One dude ended up with permanent nerve damage from rabies-like symptoms. His hospital photos scared the shit outta me.
Tracking Down Real Stories
Went down dark web rabbit holes (don’t try this). Found anonymous confession forums where people described:
- Immediate guilt spiral hitting like a truck afterward
- Panic attacks every time they saw a dog
- Paranoia about neighbors finding out
- Drinking themselves numb just to sleep
The Psychological Freefall
Talked to two therapists who treated patients involved in this stuff. Both said these folks showed:
- Classic PTSD symptoms – nightmares, flashbacks
- Severe social isolation (obviously)
- Self-harm incidents after incidents
- One guy kept repeating “I’m subhuman now” during sessions
My Wake-Up Moment
Met a veterinary pathologist at a conference. Showed me tissue samples from animals involved in these cases – massive internal trauma, severe infections. Realized it’s not just about humans losing their damn minds. Seeing those swollen organs finally made me quit this damn research.
Bottom line? This ain’t some kink – it’s mental self-destruction wrapped in fur. Your brain flips into permanent self-loathing mode. Just don’t.
